Closer.

I’m telling everyone now, go shopping for your Valentine’s Day cards. I’m letting you this because all the good ones will be gone before you know it. Today I had to choose between 2 cards and I went with the one that wasn’t as fancy, but it is how I feel. On the ride home I started thinking about it. I actually took it back and got another one.

Lately, my boyfriend and I have gotten so close in the last few weeks. Like it feels like a real relationship now. Opposed to before when it felt like we were more like friends. I’m so glad we’re at this point now.

I see him tomorrow. I can’t wait until tomorrow and Sunday.  I just have to get through work tonight. I’ll be fine. It will go by fast. Let’s just go..

But the way, the movie ‘Dear John’ comes out next Friday! You better believe I’m looking forward to it.

Also, Valentine’s Day is in: 16 days. Oh my! How sweetly awesome. What are your plans? Do you have any yet?

It is 3:50 pm right now. I have work at 515. Can you believe I have it that late? Oh well. What can you do? Nothing. Right. Just get through it, like I said before.

The first meeting for the paper is next week. So my columns will start again. Are you excited? Of course you are.

This past weekend I went to the Franklin Institute. It was cool.  My bf and I went. We held hands when we were in the planetarium. It was great. We always have fun together. We have an unexplainable great connection. We get along so well. We have those ‘inside jokes’ everyone has. Don’t you have those? 

This weekend we’re going  to the museum of archaeology and anthropology. I’m so excited! My brother is going too. That will be a different experience for him and us. Let’s go to tomorrow NOW please.  Okay. I’ll wait a little longer. It’s so worth it.

 Okay. Well I’m going to go read…

I love you.

Panick.

You know how people are writing about what’s going on with the world now? Well. I choose to write about my life. I mean I do know what’s going on, but I want to write about what’s happening with me.

I don’t really feel like going to work today. I don’t really feel well. I’m tired. But I’ll be okay. I have to be.

I start school tomorrow and you know what else tomorrow is if you’ve read my entries. I’ll talk to him tomorrow. The only thing is I don’t know if I can like not talk to him like I used to. I usually always talk to him Wednesday. Hangout with him sat-sun. I don’t know if it’s enough anymore. I may need to talk to him more. And to me that looks needy because for so long we’ve done it like that.

He’s said to me I can call him anytime I want. And that’s true. But still to ME it would look needy. I haven’t wanted him to leave on Sundays [that’s the worst time, that night] because I won’t see him until saturday since he works the whole week. What I’m going to do next week is talk to him on AIM Tuesday and we talk on the phone thursday. We’ll see how it works. It’s different.

I’m getting my haircut tomorrow. I don’t work. I’m panicking a little about graduating now too. Like getting my transcripts, classes, application. What do I want to do with my life other than writing a book. That’s not a career. I would like to be a relationship advisor for a newspaper. But I’m going to have to start studying EVERYTHING for that. Also, I like psychology. I’m taking a class. Maybe something good will come of that. Maybe I’ll know what I truly want after this semester. I’m freaking out a little!!

Valentines day is in: 26 days. Saturday when we went to Kohl’s I bought him a red and white striped button up shirt to wear for Valentine’s Day. I can’t wait to really celebrate this year. Only problem is it’s a Sunday and you know what I just told you. I get sad. But it will all be fine.

Today is Tuesday. I get to see him in 4 days. So I’m okay. I just want to get through today. I’m looking forward to tomorrow. School, talk to him, hair cutting appointment, then next day it’s thursday [i have class that night, oh geez].

Are you worried about anything?

I love you, guys.

Dear John.

Sorry for my mix-up. The movie “Dear John” comes out Feb.5 . That stinks because it’s even longer.

I just finished the book. My gosh is it good. You don’t understand. It’s like great. Nicholas Sparks is a good writer. I hope I am as good as him one day.

I want to be the type of writer that people who read my book can’t put it down because it’s so good. That would be great.

I don’t want to give anything away about the book, but these two people fall in love and the guy is in the army. Basically he sacrifices a huge thing for her [can’t tell you what it is, that would spoil it]. But definitely read it or go see the movie.

School starts in 5 days. I will be starting my relationship column back up. I have some ideas for it. You’ll just have to wait and see..

I love you, guys.

Work..

3.

7 and a half.

7.

That’s how many hours I’ve worked at my one job this week [so far]. I work 2-630 tomorrow. I worked at my other job on monday 1130-5. So that’s 5 and a half. Yes. That’s a lot of working [for me]. I have a headache.

I can’t wait until the weekend. Tomorrow is one month until Valentine’s Day!! Yeah. I start school this Wednesday coming up, the 20th, my 16-month anniversary. (That’s still crazy to me).

I’m reading a book called “Dear John” now. It’s coming out in theaters on Feb 2. The preview made me sad. How do you think I will be watching the real movie? Geez. I know. But it’s so good so far. If it’s in the library, you should rent it out.

I’m very tired. I just wanted to let you guys know what was going on.

I love you.

Time.

5:48 pm.   What are you doing?

I am sitting here in a pleasant mood. Today is Friday. I had a good day at work. I’m getting more comfortable with my new job. One of the reasons is because everyone is so nice. And my boyfriend helped me think about it like this “You have to learn your surroundings.” It really sunk in too. I usually listen to advice when he gives it to me. He is older and Weiser. hah. That’s his last name. Cute, right?

Another topic. College. I am going to go to Temple and be an English major. I figure that they will help me by knowing to coördinate sentences and could have resources to help me publish my book.

Speaking of book, I ‘ve started writing one. I don’t know why some days I feel more inspired to write and not other days. Maybe because I’m doing so many things at once, I’m not fully focused. I need to think of more ideas to concentrate on it.

“Halo” by Beyoncé is one of my favorite songs. I’ve heard it many times and I’m still not tired of it.

I’ll be starting to write my columns again soon.. I have to think of more ideas for that also.

Have you ever smelled Moonlight Path wall flowers? The ones you plug-in? Well they smell so good you could just eat them. : )

5:55 pm.  Dinner will be ready soon.

Tomorrow is Saturday. I work at my other job. Yippie. [not]. I would rather be working at my new job actually. But I’ll be working there on Sunday [My dad’s bday].  But only for 3 hours. That day my bf is going to drive me to work.

Keep you posted… 🙂

Change is coming.

Let’s put this out there: 2010 is going to change. It will be different from 2009.

I feel it already.

New job. I’m graduating from college. I’m going off to Temple. My brother is graduating from college. And going to graduate school.

Two weeks from today, I start school. And it will also be my 16- month anniversary.

In a month, it will be Valentine’s Day. I am very excited for that.

Can you smell the change? My new job is totally different from my other one. Going from working at a supermarket to a clothing store. That’s just a solid fact that it’s not the same.

If I’m not in a good mood or having a bad day, I talk to my boyfriend and he usually makes it better. That’s the name of my  twitter account :  hemakesitbetter.

Look it up if you want.

Dinner is cooking in my kitchen and it smells wonderful.

Keep you posted..

I love you.