He comes over at 9:26 a.m. so that him, my younger brother & I can head to Dorney Park Wildwater Kingdom for my birthday. He talks to my dad for a few before we leave. As we walk out the door, he says Happy Birthday. There are smiles, laughs, giggles, a little bit of flirting here & there, little touches, almost hand holding at times, I … Continue reading Don’t you just hate the next day after you do something so fun & so exciting? It’s absolutely depressing.
Another year gone by. So many things have changed. In a year, there can certainly be many alterations. I’m 23 today. That’s what my age is. When people ask me, How old are you? I will reply, 23. It will change. It will be a new age for me. I hate getting older & older every year. It’s horrible, terrible & disgusting. I hate each & every day that … Continue reading It’s my birthday, so let’s have fun!
You’re too Thin. You need to gain weight. You’re skin & bones. This is all I hear around me. But, if you look at me, I’m neither too thin nor large. I’m perfect. I’m in the middle. I just need a solid body, that’s all. I’ve been working out in order to fix the flab. It’s coming along, as I jiggle less. It’s just a … Continue reading You decide: Am I too thin?
We talk on the phone almost every weekend without seeing each other since either one of us is busy. We talk, laugh, giggle & tell stories. It’s always the same drill. He talks of girls, I talk of guys. We trade tales about girl/guy interests. I’m fine. I’m good. He likes a girl, I kinda of like a guy. He knows the guy. Actually, it’s … Continue reading Yup, that’s me, Ms. Stupid.
Choose. Pick. Decide. Ponder. Wonder. Consider. Think. Options. Big decisions are heading my way & I can barely catch my breath. Which route would be more beneficial for my career? Which one will steer me in the right direction? No matter which one I choose, I’ll be scared as hell. There’s always the possibility of being wrong. Wrongfully choosing this route can lead one into … Continue reading Oh, gosh, and I’m stuck.