He’s worth it & he’s my boyfriend.

He sits closer, looks into my eyes & says, I know that we’re really busy with homework, live a little distance apart, are a little different & are graduating in December, but I wanted to ask you, will you be my girlfriend? On October 22nd, 2012, new guy asked me to be his girlfriend. Naturally, I accepted. My feelings for him have gotten stronger & stronger … Continue reading He’s worth it & he’s my boyfriend.

What a horrible, terrible night that went from good to bad.

Did you see his face? Did you see the way he looked? Did you see his reaction when he found out the group was a bust? Another letdown. I can’t put into words how sorry I am, how bad I feel. I can’t help but keep repeating the situation over & over in my mind. It just continues to replay again & again. To start, … Continue reading What a horrible, terrible night that went from good to bad.

Gosh, I want to think optimistically, but it’s hard sometimes

I sit here thinking, wondering, pondering what to write. My feelings? My future? Graduation? Two months. That’s all until I graduate from college. It really hit me tonight as I continue to write cover letters & revise my resume for internships, what happens if I don’t get any of them?! Literally. What happens? I. Have.No.Idea. I don’t have another plan. “That” was my plan. The internship … Continue reading Gosh, I want to think optimistically, but it’s hard sometimes