Just 5 hours. That’s how long ago it was since I left the Big Apple. I feel different. I feel like a bitch, a snob. You would never believe THOSE words coming out of my mouth, would you? New York changes people. There’s no foul play in this state. It’s filled with corporations slashing the others throats and women competing against one another to see who is the better … Continue reading I’m living my dream…
A year ago at this moment in time I was beginning the first half of my senior year in college. I had 4 classes that were extremely difficult. I complained & hated not being able to do anything except homework. I stayed in my room for hours upon hours mostly reading useless material that wouldn’t get me anything but a bachelor’s degree in English. Who … Continue reading I’m with the big boys now!
The flowers he got me. January 22, 2013. I’m gearing up to see him on our 3-month anniversary. It’s been almost a week since our last encounter & I miss him like crazy. As I’m fixing my hair & make-up in the bathroom, I hear my mother say, Hey —–! [I don’t want to post his name]. When she says that, the smile forms on my face. … Continue reading Our Three-Month Anniversary.
The sun is illuminating & bright in the sky. It smells of flowers and the grass appears to be greener than usual, the birds are chirping loudly up above. Everything is blossoming & vibrant. Fast forward to Spring 2013. Him & I visit the local park, hold hands & eat our frozen yogurt at the nearby bench. We enjoy one another’s company as we sit … Continue reading A Spring 2013 day.
Antsy & Impatient. Literally, that’s how I’ve been lately. I’m just waiting for something to happen. An email or phone call for a job. A text to get out of the house & babysit or one from my boyfriend stating that he feels better. Something completely random and out of the ordinary is what I’m ordering. I don’t want anything bad to happen, just a … Continue reading I miss keeping busy.
6 days. Not a long time right? But, anything can happen in six days. A family member could pass, you could wreck your car, you could obtain a new job, you could become someone’s significant other, you could pass your driver’s exam, ANYTHING. That’s how long it’s been since I’ve seen my boyfriend. Such a small and minor detail, huh? I mean, there are so … Continue reading 6 days & counting.
I guess I’m terrified to move forward with my life. I’m scared to let go of the past and move on. I can’t shake the thought of not going back to school. You have no clue how badly I want to run away from the present. I want my relationship with my new boyfriend to blossom. That part I’m good with, but NOT the part … Continue reading 2013: Big Changes.