Spare me– Good or Bad.

Just tell me. Clue me in. Whisper it in my ear. Good, Bad, I don’t care, just don’t make me wait. Interviews are the worst, but what’s even worse than interviews?! The waiting. Waiting to hear the reply. All thoughts encircle your mind, “Did I get it?”  “Why is it taking so long to hear back?”   “What’s the issue?”  Well, sometimes you need to … Continue reading Spare me– Good or Bad.

One of those days…

On Channel 66, the feature movie is “50 First Dates,” a romantic comedy, starring Drew Barrymore and Adam Sandler. I watch it from start to finish and the missing starts. I begin to think about my ex, my former boyfriend. Some of the scenes bring me back to our relationship. The way Henry (Sandler) looked at Lucy (Barrymore), it brought everything back. My ex used … Continue reading One of those days…

The first few days as a college graduate– Scary. Overwhelming. Lonely. Empty.

Rain pours down on a dreary Friday morning. My windows have drops splashed on them. 9:30 AM. I wake up in a depressed state. I feel alone & lost, empty even. What is it? Why do I feel this way? What’s the problem? What’s the issue? What’s the problem? I feel utterly lost. I’m missing something. I’ve misplaced something & cannot locate its whereabouts. I’m … Continue reading The first few days as a college graduate– Scary. Overwhelming. Lonely. Empty.

Sadness kicks in & I just can’t kick it back out.

6:15 A.M. My alarm sounded; it was a loud, buzzing noise. No, it cannot be that time. This day cannot be happening so quickly, so soon, so fast. I can’t. I must roll out of bed & get prepared to sit through a 5-hour long graduation ceremony. But, this time, it’s for ME. I will be the one to receive that diploma. It was my … Continue reading Sadness kicks in & I just can’t kick it back out.