Emotions

Spare me– Good or Bad.

Just tell me. Clue me in. Whisper it in my ear. Good, Bad, I don't care, just don't make me wait. Interviews are the worst, but what's even worse than interviews?! The waiting. Waiting to hear the reply. All thoughts encircle your mind, "Did I get it?"  "Why is it taking so long to hear… Continue reading Spare me– Good or Bad.

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Unanswered Questions.

12 years. No, I didn't forget. How could I? How would I? Eddie Ness. Six years old. Twelve years ago we lost a cutie pie, a boy sweeter than apple pie, a boy who would give anything to you, be kind to you when you needed someone to be, one who always did what he… Continue reading Unanswered Questions.

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The first few days as a college graduate– Scary. Overwhelming. Lonely. Empty.

Rain pours down on a dreary Friday morning. My windows have drops splashed on them. 9:30 AM. I wake up in a depressed state. I feel alone & lost, empty even. What is it? Why do I feel this way? What's the problem? What's the issue? What's the problem? I feel utterly lost. I'm missing… Continue reading The first few days as a college graduate– Scary. Overwhelming. Lonely. Empty.