I stare in the mirror wearing a bikini, checking out my figure. Do I look thin enough? Do I have a nice body? Is this working out four to five days a week helping? What more can I do to appear in shape? Why can't I ever believe I have a great physique? What more… Continue reading I never feel good enough.
9:30-- My alarm wakes me up to start the day. I pull the covers back over my body and curl up into a ball. I'm not ready for the day. Even though I've prepared myself for this day, I still don't want to go through with it. I don't want to shatter his heart into… Continue reading Two Months Ago Today…
I stare at a photo of my dad & I when we previously visited this house filled with Phillies paraphernalia three summers away. He's standing proud and tall in his Phillies shirt with his arm around me while I smile in Ryan Howard's real jersey and Phillies cap. We are completely decked out in Phillies attire.… Continue reading Father’s Day.
It's 6:45 p.m. on Thursday. Usually, I'd be on the train riding home from my internship in the Big Apple or running to catch the next train heading to Hamilton. No, I'm not over it. Not even close. I'm not over thinking about my NYC trips or attending Temple University. I think it's because I… Continue reading Do you feel the same?!