Low on storage my phone read this morning. Okay, time to delete some applications from my phone to free up space. I looked through the many apps I had, but couldn't find it in my heart to delete them. Instagram? No way. Facebook? Ut-uh. Google Maps? Hell no. Voice Dialer, which takes up 40.00 gigs, yes.… Continue reading Those damn text messages really stirred nasty, unwanted thoughts back into my brain.
Another day, another interview. With my heart beating a mile a minute, I headed to the Hamilton Train Station to board the 10:46 a.m. to New York Penn Station. But, this interview somehow felt different. My heart truly wasn't in it. It wasn't a magazine interview. Instead, it was for a once a week Social… Continue reading It was an apartment!
"You're gorgeous" "You're so small" "You're petite" "You're such a beautiful girl" "You're very pretty" "You're stunning." You can state all of these characteristics, but when it boils down, I see myself in a different way than you see me. Today, I feel fat, nasty, disgusting, grotesque, not myself. Maybe it has to do with… Continue reading I just keep forgetting to love myself.
Who am I? Hope Marie Kumor What do I want? To be a magazine writer/nutritionist Where am I going? In the magazine industry/blogging world What am I doing? Trying to find a writing job I'm trying to dig deep. Dig deep into myself in order to truly find happiness, search for myself in myself. I… Continue reading Now, I’m trying to build my confidence.
The breeze gives me chills. I smell the fall just by the air. I can feel it. Oh, I remember. A year ago around this time, I was in my senior year, my last year in college. I was about to meet a guy. A guy I would have a 6-month relationship with & didn't… Continue reading I just miss everything.
With every bone in my body, I hope for it. I wait to see if that email comes in and it doesn't. I don't receive that congratulatory email letting me know I've obtained the fall internship with a magazine I so dearly wanted, yearned for, desired & craved. Instead, the editors made a decision and… Continue reading What to do?!