It was an apartment!

Another day, another interview. With my heart beating a mile a minute, I headed to the Hamilton Train Station to board the 10:46 a.m. to New York Penn Station. But, this interview somehow felt different. My heart truly wasn’t in it. It wasn’t a magazine interview. Instead, it was for a once a week Social…

I just keep forgetting to love myself.

“You’re gorgeous” “You’re so small” “You’re petite” “You’re such a beautiful girl” “You’re very pretty” “You’re stunning.” You can state all of these characteristics, but when it boils down, I see myself in a different way than you see me.  Today, I feel fat, nasty, disgusting, grotesque, not myself. Maybe it has to do with…

Now, I’m trying to build my confidence.

Who am I?  Hope Marie Kumor What do I want? To be a magazine writer/nutritionist Where am I going? In the magazine industry/blogging world What am I doing? Trying to find a writing job I’m trying to dig deep. Dig deep into myself in order to truly find happiness, search for myself in myself. I…

I just miss everything.

The breeze gives me chills. I smell the fall just by the air. I can feel it. Oh, I remember. A year ago around this time, I was in my senior year, my last year in college. I was about to meet a guy. A guy I would have a 6-month relationship with & didn’t…

What to do?!

With every bone in my body, I hope for it. I wait to see if that email comes in and it doesn’t. I don’t receive that congratulatory email letting me know I’ve obtained the fall internship with a magazine I so dearly wanted, yearned for, desired & craved. Instead, the editors made a decision and…