Those damn text messages really stirred nasty, unwanted thoughts back into my brain.

Low on storage my phone read this morning. Okay, time to delete some applications from my phone to free up space. I looked through the many apps I had, but couldn’t find it in my heart to delete them. Instagram? No way. Facebook? Ut-uh. Google Maps? Hell no. Voice Dialer, which takes up 40.00 gigs, yes. I simple pushed the delete button and went on my … Continue reading Those damn text messages really stirred nasty, unwanted thoughts back into my brain.

It was an apartment!

Another day, another interview. With my heart beating a mile a minute, I headed to the Hamilton Train Station to board the 10:46 a.m. to New York Penn Station. But, this interview somehow felt different. My heart truly wasn’t in it. It wasn’t a magazine interview. Instead, it was for a once a week Social Media Internship. Before that, I checked the address. Once I … Continue reading It was an apartment!

I just keep forgetting to love myself.

“You’re gorgeous” “You’re so small” “You’re petite” “You’re such a beautiful girl” “You’re very pretty” “You’re stunning.” You can state all of these characteristics, but when it boils down, I see myself in a different way than you see me.  Today, I feel fat, nasty, disgusting, grotesque, not myself. Maybe it has to do with not working out this morning. I figured since I’m hiking … Continue reading I just keep forgetting to love myself.

Now, I’m trying to build my confidence.

Who am I?  Hope Marie Kumor What do I want? To be a magazine writer/nutritionist Where am I going? In the magazine industry/blogging world What am I doing? Trying to find a writing job I’m trying to dig deep. Dig deep into myself in order to truly find happiness, search for myself in myself. I need to begin loving myself. Having a boyfriend wouldn’t be … Continue reading Now, I’m trying to build my confidence.