I’m getting married in 3 days. Shit. Damn. F***.
This is really happening, isn’t it? This is real life, isn’t it?
It’s getting closer and closer every day. It’s feels like the longest few months of my life. It seems like the day is never going to get here, but it’s just three days away.I’m nervous AF.
I’m nervous AF.
I’m sure you were when you got married. I’m sure you felt butterflies in your stomach when you thought about it. I bet you were apprehensive thinking about how much you wanted the day to go right.
I’m scared things are going to change.
“Your relationship changes once you tie the knot,” I remember someone saying.
But, I don’t want it to change though – unless this “change” is in an even more positive direction.
What happens when we get tired of spending time with each other? Does that happen? Could that happen?
What happens if we grow apart?
These are questions that pop up in my mind, but I’m not going to dwell on them. I’m not going to focus on them. But, I am thinking about all these things though.
Marriage is a huge commitment. It’s not a joke. It is real and it is happening.
Is it normal to be kind of nervous?
I think about walking down the aisle and seeing his face. I’ll look into his eyes and probably lose all control. I won’t be able to control my emotions because he is my everything. He is my rock, my shoulder to lean on, and we’ve been through so much.
There’s no doubt he’s the one.
Once the wedding planning starts, everything starts to feel real. Once you begin trying on wedding dresses, it changes. It’s scary because this is the man you’re going to be with for the rest of your life. He sees you at your best and worst.
I’m nervous, but I’m so ready to do this. I’m so ready to marry him. I’m so ready to take this next step in our lives.