Rain pours down on a dreary Friday morning. My windows have drops splashed on them. 9:30 AM. I wake up in a depressed state. I feel alone & lost, empty even. What is it? Why do I feel this way? What’s the problem? What’s the issue? What’s the problem? I feel utterly lost. I’m missing something. I’ve misplaced something & cannot locate its whereabouts. I’m … Continue reading The first few days as a college graduate– Scary. Overwhelming. Lonely. Empty.
I guess I’m terrified to move forward with my life. I’m scared to let go of the past and move on. I can’t shake the thought of not going back to school. You have no clue how badly I want to run away from the present. I want my relationship with my new boyfriend to blossom. That part I’m good with, but NOT the part … Continue reading 2013: Big Changes.
Christmas Day. The clock strikes 6:30, the time he gets off work. We have Christmas plans. He will go home & shower then head over so him, the family & I can explore & gaze at Christmas lights around the area. 7:54 p.m. hits & here he is with a white & red bag. We were exchanging gifts later that night. Before that, we planned … Continue reading I just can’t wait to start the New Year with him!