A Thursday: Thursday January 22nd, 2015 to be exact. This month is almost over and I have yet to accomplish something. Well, actually, I retract that statement. I feel more positive about my living situation. I’m more so comfortable than I was in the last month. It will be 2 months on January 27th that I’ve moved in with the boyfriend. Time flies by so … Continue reading Will I ever find what I’m searching for?
Move to NYC. Become a successful magazine writer. Walk the walk & talk the talk. Get married. Have kids. Earn so much money that I wouldn’t know what to do with it. When the editorial assistant from GH magazine asked me, “So, where do you see yourself in 5 years?” my immediate response was always, “A magazine writer.” I was sure. And, I was so … Continue reading I thought I knew.
I stared into his glittering, glistening eyes for exactly 10 minutes. During this period, words were left out. We neither spoke nor made faces, we just looked into each others eyes. We didn’t need to say a thing because our eyes were doing the work. They were giving off a sort of energy that’s indescribable, unexplainable and strong. When these moments occur, I always want to … Continue reading I think I’m really falling in love with him.
The sun is illuminating & bright in the sky. It smells of flowers and the grass appears to be greener than usual, the birds are chirping loudly up above. Everything is blossoming & vibrant. Fast forward to Spring 2013. Him & I visit the local park, hold hands & eat our frozen yogurt at the nearby bench. We enjoy one another’s company as we sit … Continue reading A Spring 2013 day.
It’s scary. I’m scared, petrified & frightened: To be so vulnerable & open with someone is overwhelming. I’ve never felt like this before & it’s all so new. I love spending time with you. I like where we’re at in this relationship. I like having someone to talk to, he shares with me on this cold fall night while rubbing my arm. Not too much touching … Continue reading I’ve just never felt like this before.
I take the elevator to the 11th floor to attend my 11:00 class. First, I walk to the bathroom to check if my hair & makeup is intact. I wear a hat on this particular day & I want to avoid looking ugly in it. As I make my way toward the water fountain, I discover my boyfriend sitting by it writing. I psst him … Continue reading He just knows.
He sits closer, looks into my eyes & says, I know that we’re really busy with homework, live a little distance apart, are a little different & are graduating in December, but I wanted to ask you, will you be my girlfriend? On October 22nd, 2012, new guy asked me to be his girlfriend. Naturally, I accepted. My feelings for him have gotten stronger & stronger … Continue reading He’s worth it & he’s my boyfriend.