Ever since I was a kid, I’ve been interested in acting and modeling, but I never had the confidence to go after what I wanted. In high school, I took 3 years of theater and even performed in a musical during my senior year. People were taken back as I auditioned for the role because I was so quiet and shy, but I wanted to … Continue reading Stepping out of Your Comfort Zone
“Are you looking forward to seeing your family?” I ask my VP on Monday. I know the reason she was going back home wasn’t exactly a happy reunion because it was her brother’s memorial, but I still asked. She began to get emotional, which wasn’t my intent when I originally inquired. “I’ve been thinking about it and I guess I just haven’t accepted it,” she … Continue reading Emptiness, It’s Such A Horrible Feeling
“Why do you have to eat so much food?” I asked my husband last night. He shot me a look and said, “because I’m hungry. I haven’t really eaten much today.” And, he wasn’t lying. From what I know, all he had was a bowl of cereal and a protein shake. That’s not a lot of calorie intake and so, he must be starving. If … Continue reading How Not To Be An A$$****
It’s a lie, a joke, a prank. It’s untrue, false, unheard of. Actually, it’s real. Lately, all I can think about is my old co-worker. He has cancer. I’m not used to reading statuses that say, “Chemo went well, but I feel sick.” Status, after status, after status. How could I face him again knowing that at any second he could leave this earth? I … Continue reading It’s all so uncertain.